.... LiYaNa ....

2011-10-06T21:28:00.001+08:00

It sucks that I need to sleep with tears every single night.

2009-08-13T23:26:00.001+08:00

I've moved.
I'm so tired blogger keep giving me problems
and delaying me to update and hence for the change.
relink me if you want :)))

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am i a piece of trash?

2009-08-12T21:48:00.002+08:00

There will be a point of time
when your heart get crushed
and broken to pieces.

trying to be strong than before

2009-08-12T21:27:00.000+08:00

So many things happen at a time,
But I will just close one eye
and pretend nothing happened.

Back to real deal,
I'm becoming more restless to update.
I have no inspiration what to write anymore.

On Monday, went to JP with family.
Bought some stuff for the upcoming hari raya(fasting month haven even start)! LOL.
Nvm. prepare first.hehehe
Me and mumsy got handbag.
And I also managed to get the heels.
Hari Raya stuff is all DONE.
:))

disappointed

2009-08-07T21:25:00.003+08:00

Everything that I have put in
my hardwork and sweat
the events we've planned
the continuous meetings
I thought I could scored well,

but now....

it went all the way to drain.
my effort.
my everything.
I'm so sad and disappointed.
its meaningless
yes it is.

if you were me and i were you

2009-08-07T13:08:00.003+08:00

School is ending pretty soon.
But fasting month is around the corner though.
Prolly watching the fireworks on Sunday coz
Auntie ajak our family.
:DDDDD

And my stuff came yesterday.
My stomach is growling like nobody's business
but nvm gonna eat with him later
i hope :S

Monday is holiday!!!

kpop

2009-08-03T10:43:00.002+08:00

I had a great weekend
:D

by myself but not alone

2009-07-30T22:38:00.002+08:00

The fat girl glares in envy
At the one the world calls skinny
And the skinny girl glares back
At the one the world calls fat

Fatty wants the slender neck
Skinny wants the breasts
Fatty wants the tiny tummy
Skinny wants the rest

Fatty wants the tiny waist
Fatty wants to breathe
Fatty wants to be the one
The world would call pretty

But there are secrets
That fatty doesn't know
Like the dreams of skinny
And why she feels so low

Skinny may be small
But she wants to gain some weight
So don't call a small girl skinny
It's sometimes a very big mistake

Fat girls may look to skinny
And release an angry sigh
But tiny girls who can't gain weight
Can kiss an ass goodbye

So the next time you look in a mirror
And start to curse your flaws
Remember there are girls in this world
That look to you in awe

We can't always be what we want to be
We can't always look the same
Feelings are so much more important
So don't call each other names

Appearances don't last forever
But scars always remain
So hug your body close
Because it's beautiful all the same

All the cellulite in the world
And all the bones showing through skin
Shouldn't stop the smiles
That would have, could have been.

Even though there was one point of time when I couldn't accept for who I am, the feelings of embarrasment, the feelings of scared, fear everything was piling on me. I keep asking myself why am I like this? Why weren't I like other girls who are so flawless?

But as times goes by, I finally realised that I was born to be like this in my own unique life. Everyone is different. Everyone can't be the same. Sometimes I find it hard the swallow the reality that I am not that flawless person but with words that are so courages from my friends, the encouragement from my bf helps me to go through all odds.

Maybe one day I can achieve what I want even if I can't do it, right now. I am able to accept the fact,slowly, step by step even though it was the hardest point that I need to take. Even if other girls are so flawless, even if they are so beautiful, maybe God had created them to be that way, and I need to accept the way I am. "He" wants me to be like this.

The road was neither easy nor difficult. I had to take things step by step.
Maybe he want it to be that way.

:D

happpy little me

2009-07-28T11:30:00.003+08:00

Time check: 11.27am
I'm happy because we gonna watch movie later
in class!
:DDD

Blogger works fine in school
but not at home!
i dont know why!
its giving me problems!!

2009-07-27T20:09:00.001+08:00

I still find that blogger has some problem! irritated much!

2009-07-27T14:58:00.001+08:00

no one

2009-07-26T21:59:00.001+08:00

3 more weeks to go before holidays. Fasting month is around the corner too.
I was so tired these few days.
I don't know what is the reason :(
Just finished talking to bf.
Nobody had called or text me the whole day except for bf.
I feel that nobody really bothers about me.
I feel so anti-social.
I miss having a bff. :(
what to do right?
maybe i am just a piece of rubbish
carry me around when need me
and throw me anywhere they like :/

2009-07-25T23:28:00.004+08:00

Every girl wants to be kissed on the forehead,
telling her that he loves her
Wiping away her tears
and hugged her tightly.

2009-07-24T23:47:00.003+08:00

Went to meet him straight after my UT ended.
Head to IMM to had dinner.
Both of us settled for Chicken Rice.
Something happen to bf. hope you okay now :(
Sent me to lakeside mrt before
home sweet home!

stoopid blogger!

iceee-creeeeaaamm

2009-07-24T10:59:00.001+08:00

Had Belgium chocolate chip ice cream
with choc fudge and whipped cream!
very yummy i tell you!

another perfect day

2009-07-22T10:54:00.000+08:00

Head to Bugis to buy a couple of stuff.
Finally ate at Tong Seng
with my favourite
minced chicken noodle :DD

Had chocolate chip ice-cream again
Went over to IMM
had dinner at Mcdonalds
and another Anderson's Ice- cream
hahahaha

I though we spent too much on food
:))

perfect day

2009-07-20T10:42:00.000+08:00

Blogger is being a bitch.
Can upload in school but can't at home
nonsense seh!

Oh well,
Retail therapy yesterday was awesome.
Been ages I bought something for myself.
I was at Tampines Long John Silver.
I was ordering...

Me: I would like to have 2 piece chicken and fish & chip. (confidently)
Crew: *turns back and look at the menu*
Me: Oh oh no! fish & chicken! ( embarassed already)
Crew: *smiles* ( she laugh also lah)

Fish and chip???
since when long john got fish and chip!
hahahahaha...

Later on I had chicken rice for dinner
:D:D
home sweet home

:(

2009-07-16T22:18:00.004+08:00

My heart sank and I couldn't control my tears but I managed to,but I failed in the end.
I was the one being blamed but I know I was not in the wrong. He apologized but I keep blurting out the wrong things that he did, yes he said he was at fault. He shouldn't said that to me,and I was so emotional I was sobbing real mad.

I know that in r/s, there should be compromised and understanding among each other. I was being strong and persevere towards this r/s, thinking that it was just a test for us.
But still, I'm glad and thankful that everything was alright now.

We need to give and take.
:D

On a lighter note, had the fyp pictures from Hirda.
More on Fb
=)
and I hate tmr modules!

finally done!

2009-07-15T20:44:00.002+08:00

Guess what??!!!

I"m done with the Evaluation for G301(FYP)!!
I'm so happpppppppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!
:DDDDDD

get it over and DONE

2009-07-14T22:43:00.002+08:00

Went to Watson's with mummy.
Bought my facial wash and also the moisturizer.
Searching for a good tinted moisturizer
since mine is running out pretty soon,
but the thing is, it is not sold in Singapore.
dammit kan!

But this moisturizer not tinted lah.
But at least still got sun protection
:D

I'm gonna finish my 2nd novel soon.
and I have the addiction to read more
and more booookss!

Went to bugis today to print out our poster
Cabed back to school to meet chaitra.
And tomorrow is the day.
Scarrryyyy sehhhhh!!

and and and

all the best for my team members okay!!!!
:))

and also to others
who are having the
Evaluation tmr!
ok gtg now!
need to finish up my log book
and need to wake up at 5.30am tmr!!
wth!!!

2009-07-13T21:43:00.002+08:00

I spent my weekends with mr bf.
I was having a great time and forgetting
about my back pain
alhamdulilah.it was okay now

I bought my blouse for the evaluation day.
I get to eat french fries.
I get play with kitty
Bf cooked for me
I'm one happy little girl
:))

darn

2009-07-10T10:52:00.001+08:00

I cried to sleep yesterday
backpain was so excruating
I can't turn to my left
by I force myself too

Popping pills
but it doesn't works.
My head is darn heavy
:((

2009-07-09T14:53:00.000+08:00

Blocked nose
Back pain
throats hurts
hate to be sick
:((

i hate UTs

2009-07-07T20:52:00.002+08:00

Mummy cook mee siam
Me don't like.
I cooked nuggets
but left 6 only
so pathetic seh

Went to IMM
bought some stuff
and home sweet home

UT 2 sucks to the core lah can!!

give me some peace

2009-07-06T22:55:00.003+08:00

Time check: 10.54pm
I'm revising for my UT tmr
and nothing was stored in my brain
-___-
i feel like sleeping like
NOW!

I'm gonna drag myself to school tomorrow.
Coz got UT whattt.
I haven't pack my bags,iron my clothes and clean my desk
tsktsk.
whatever eh..
i shall go sleeepp now!

i miss loverboi.

school sucks

2009-07-06T13:48:00.002+08:00

I bet RPians know that
RP is treating us like a prison.tsktsk.
whatever it is, i'm soo blahh about school.
I've not been updating coz blogger won't let me
:((

Wednesday
Fyp early in the morning
Go BBDC in the noon. Aji accompany me.
After that meet tikah to take the book.
3 of us too bus 30
home sweet home

Thursday
Meet loverboy after school.
Double cheese burger+ fries= yummmy!
home sweet home

Friday
KFC
a.m porridge meal + a.m platter meal= fats
sushi
Chicken rice
milo mcflurry
a day with great fooood
=))

Saturday
Breakfast at KFC again
Did my hair for 5 hours -__-
thanks loverboy for waiting
Minced chicken noodle
Soyabean drink
:))

Sunday
Went to the warehouse at Redhill
got myself shoes
Cooked food
Basically I'm superb tired on Sunday.

i update like all short cut.
hahahaha..
i still havent get the photos from my dearest cousin lah

Atikah love

During the ECP with cousins

this one extra.lol

dammit

2009-07-02T23:08:00.003+08:00

Blogger is being such an arseeeholeeeee.
Can't even let me update properly and upload pictures
and because of that...
I'm lazyy to update any furthermore.
take care lovelies.
RP confirmed case= 89
gerek pe!

something that I can't reach

2009-06-30T23:23:00.002+08:00

Watched Transformers with babe.
And I'm loving which we don't have to be
in the front row
coz we caught it at 10.50am
gerek pe.
we have the cinema by ourselves.

took photo id.
mum says i look super tembam.
-___-
yalah i know pfft
ate chicken rice+mcspicy&fries=fats
once in a while can right?

met atikah passed me my belated birthday present
on sunday night.
she came under my block and passed me the stuff
awwwwwwwwww
ty ty ty.i love the ice-cream cake!!

and and i have nthg to say anymore

2009-06-27T22:33:00.001+08:00

Its hard to make the right decision
Neither do I want to live with regrets nor fear.

confusion

2009-06-27T18:13:00.002+08:00

I"m so glad that my faci says that there isn't
any problem with my report
and just need to re-edit my references.
thank god!

RP gonna be full of the H1N1 virus.
bloody hell..
heard that the number is increasing
and why don't you just close the school??!
nonsense sehhhh

To dearest babe, you don't know how much I misses your presence. How much I missed the time when we gonna crack to every joke that each of us made, misses the time when we head out together, camwhoring like nobody's business. I always read your blog to know how you are doing. But somehow, there is something that is drifting us apart and i don't know what's the reason. Its not that I did not want to talk or text or pm you, but I always though that you are busy with certain stuff which I don't wish to disturb any of your work. And everytime I sees that you have great friends around you, going out, having so much time together, I thought that I was the inferior one. I thought that I can't be a perfect friend to you. You have so many cliques which I thought that I may not be important to you anymore. You have better friends compared to me. You know that I don't have close friends in rp except you but such situation are making me hard to decide and so, that is why I always confide to the other him aka mr emo.

I don't deny that I've misses you that much. And when you confide your problems to other friends. For example when there is me, you and babe. Sometimes your conversation with babe was something personal and i knew nothing about what is your conversation was about. Maybe it is something you guys talked about in which I don't know but it makes me feel that I am "extra" person. I don't want that. I want a great friendship among us. I want the old us. I miss those times babe.
:(

2009-06-23T23:48:00.004+08:00

I then realise that
I would be the one picking up myself.
Pretty much disappointed with myself.

too busy till i forgot to take my meals
too stressed with report
till i can bloody migraine
too tired till i skip school
engross with my school stuff
till i never thought about myself
till people around me
forgotten that
LIYANA does not exist.

*clap hands*
maybe im not that important till people
around me forgot about me
just a simple question
"how's your day?"
can make my day
but

its my wishful part....

fyp again tomorrow..
geees..i need a BREAK CAN???

whatever happens

2009-06-21T22:36:00.000+08:00

There are so many things I want to blog about
but I just don't have the enthusiastic to type anything.

Had a slight argument with him just now.
indeed i break down.
flashback from past memories haunt me back.
i don't want such shit to happen again.

he apologized trying to make up,
asking for forgiveness that he would never do
that to me ever again.
i was crying like mad shit.
his fault lah!
pfffft..
minutes later, i was my usual self.
hahahaha...drama je lebih..

ily too much...

oh yeah!

2009-06-18T00:04:00.002+08:00

The Event today was successful.
Thank God
=))
and we had so much fun!
didn't we??!!
*cheers* for my fyp mates!!
and now

REPORT WRITING!

Great Time

2009-06-14T19:17:00.000+08:00

Father's Day celebration with cousin's,makcik,pakcik,nenek,atok blah blah
at ECP was awesome!

Great food, great games, great gifts.
love it.
pics with cousins.
will upload when i got it.

i hate fyp

brb

2009-06-10T13:04:00.000+08:00

Will update when I feel like I want to

take care lovelies!

Thank u very much!!

2009-06-02T21:24:00.003+08:00

So how did my bdae celebration goes??

It was pretty good. Better than last year's.

I will cut it short & simple.

Whoever texted me wishing me

I can't expect more than anything else

but thank you so much for remembering!

I really appreaciate it

especially

to Atikah,Man & Nura babe who texted me right on 12 midnight

thanks!

and all the messages from facebook,

i can't possibly list down everything.

Tytytytytytytytytytytytytytytytyt!!

To dad,mum and sis,

thanks for the great dinner.

To dad, thank you for the cellphone that you bought for me

To brother & his gf( i think ah),

thank you for the watch

i loike eh!!!

and also, to bf,ty for the endless things that you bought for me the mp3,earpiece,eiffel poster.the time that you spend with me throughout the day

ty so much!!

indeed i was elated with the celebration not because of the gifts, but those who cares and remembers my 20th birthday

thank you very much!

=))

happy pills/wishlist!!

2009-05-28T20:49:00.003+08:00

School ended at 4.15pm today.
Rushed to IMM to meet mum & sis
Did survey on some stuff
and prolly getting it on my birthday
:))

Tomorrow last day of school before 2 weeks of hols
and fyp is never ending.

and im bloody tired and sleepy now.
i don't feel like going to school tomorrow.
how?
hais.

Have not been meeting loveboy for 1 week
and yeah tmr meeting him.finally.

and and and i have my wishlist for my birthday
despite knowing i'm not getting all like every year.
but whatever.its WISHLIST.

1. Just a good new cellphone. My pda died on me.bloooody hell can!
2. Casio watch ( bro getting it for me!!)
3. The Sims 3 ( out on 2nd June :D)
4. I want cupcakes! I never ate cupcakes before. so sad!
5. Replica of Eiffel Tower which I saw at JP!
6. Wallet from River Island. very pretty seh.
7. iLuv earpiece. my earpiece gone case already
8. Treatment/cut/rebonding i don't know but bf sponsoring for me!
9. Accessories from Diva/F21. yeah im accesories freak what
10. To be happy and a good health.

Klah enough 10 only.
confirm its only in my wishlist lah
will never get the item.
oh well.nvm.

every little things that happen

2009-05-27T19:27:00.002+08:00

To every girl who is just
looking for that one and
only. and is having a rough
time along the way.

is it worth sacrificing your life for a guy?

2009-05-26T13:38:00.003+08:00

Birthday is a few days away,
Neither do I feel excited nor happy
because its the same day for me every year.

what happens when I'm left standing alone?

2009-05-25T21:10:00.003+08:00

Without doubt, UT was postponed to later date.
stupid UT Client 4.5!
tulah.nak sangat update!
now need to wait
and don't know when's the UT.
blooooordy hell!

Side track a little bit:
You know, I love to bloghop and sometimes I encounter funny stuff,merepek stuff,bimbotic stuff,attention-seeker stuff bla bla bla. I know its their own blog to say whatever they want, to show whatever they want, but something makes me think hard eh:
why do couples,post up their kissing picture at their blog. Kiss then nak show,why?is it how you show to the people that your such "a loving-couple". I just DON'T GET IT. I thought kissing etc is something private and you show to people?

OR

posting pictures showing your half-naked bodies and your boobies is like gonna fall off. what's with that? don't really mind if they were chinese but if there are the same race,religion as me,my GOD.embarassing! plus all the drama in the tagboard. hello!you're the one creating the drama,no wonder you have hate-taggers kan.
GEES..
ok nvm.i'll stop it.

i'm very hungry-grumpy
mummy never cook.
hence need to eat maggi.
haiya....

soooo gonna be dead

2009-05-21T22:39:00.002+08:00

UT 1 is such a killer!
I was typing my last sentence
when suddenly the time ENDED!
wthhhhh!!
i'm gonna flunk eh! :(

Tmr yet another UT.
I don't even feel like studying.
tsktsk!

I was on cloud nine
when someone was being damn sarcastic.
I know lah I'm not smart enough to get
that grade but..
hais..
I regret telling you.
tme fyp again.
-_____________________-
school.fyp.school.fyp.school.fyp.
i don't want study for UT already!

Cramps

2009-05-15T23:29:00.003+08:00

Stoopid cramps is getting on my nerves.

I've been popping pills non-stop.

Luckily tmr is Saturday,if not I will confirm KO

yes.PERIOD.

sucks big time.

I'm tired

I'm sleepy

I want icce-cream.

Yes ice-cream!

oh well.

shall go now.

meeting bbylove tmr.

good nite lovelies.

just a few more weeks

and I'll turn to big

20!

The Old Good Times

2009-05-14T21:41:00.006+08:00

I missed those times.
I missed those little outings.
I missed those time when we go to Little India
just for the thosai
while i ate prata.
I missed the time we take pictures
for over 100+
i missed the old good times.

don't you missed those days?

2009-05-14T14:25:00.005+08:00

i'm bored.
i'm hungry.
i want minced chicken noodle.
i want chocolate chip drink from Starbucks
:(

and not forgetting
my dear Elmo gave birth to 1 baby hamster
teehee!

my roborski hamster
the most expensive hamster i ever had
and the fastest hamsters of ALL.

cute kan!
like want to go war!
hahaha

Mother's Day cum chalet

2009-05-13T19:30:00.004+08:00

We had a blasting weekends
when we had the chalet cum Mother's Day celebration
just last weekend.

We got 3 rooms
and 2 rooms are connected together
So the estimation.
15 families came
imagine that.
hahahaha

We played bowling till the wee hours
and I won okay!
hahahah
2nd time..
i lost to my brother
pffft

oklah i lazy type already
didn't manage to snap many pictures

lepaking...hahahah

and we cycled for 2 hours
and pantat cramped already!
i didn't know there's pony and horses!
ahahaha..so cute i tell u!

the pony don't want take picture sehhhh :(

CUTE!

Mother's Day exchange gift.
my nenek cute kan..
my atok receive present from nenek.
hahaha

this pic was taken
during amazing race
coz we need to take pictures
and yeah..hahaha..tired sia..
run like mad cow!

Chey lah..birthday cake!!!

Happy Mother's Day.
ily!
=)

a walk to remember

2009-05-12T23:21:00.002+08:00

Its so great hearing and talking to your old friends
especially your sec school mates
and the person closest to me
during that time
but it lighten my heart when
i can't keep anything from him
Friends for 8 years
Indeed it was a great one
despite being busy with our own lives
and I know I have someone to talk to
:))

everything was no longer the same anymore.

Awesomely goood!

2009-05-11T22:18:00.003+08:00

The Chalet was so fun
and we did had a great time.
fyi, the chalet is to celebrate
Mother's Day
=)))
I'll upload the pictures
once I'm not LAZY
hahaha

I don't need any sympathy.

facing all alone

2009-05-07T22:42:00.003+08:00

True friends will be the one
stand by you whatever
setbacks that you faced.
They are there to lend a helping hand
They are there to lend a shoulder to cry on
or stay up late to listen to your problems
without any whining.

They understand your heart
without even you telling them
They gave you a warm big hug
to give you encouragement
They never leave you behind.....

I reckon they didn't know between
a genuine smile
or
a fake smile.

sigh....
what friends are for?
i don't know who my real friends anymore

off to chalet on
8th May- 10th May
take care lovelies.

2009-05-06T22:15:00.004+08:00

My legs are aching.
My shoulders hurts from the weight of my bag which is 4kg
Blame my 15.4 inch laptop.
School is really annoying with all the temperature taking
tsktsk!

I feel so suprised many people are changing
maybe due to their own good or for the bad?
i don't know...

and i miss u much

just a distance away

2009-05-05T20:20:00.003+08:00

I just finished watching the Biggest Loser
and I don't know what else to watch
because SUCI(sensasi channel) is giving me
heart-attack and feel like punching the actress!

And the temperature taking in school is making
everyone fed-up coz we need to get to the main entrance
and all of the other gates,doors or whatever it call
is closed!dammit!
even the escalators to the lawn!
pffft

My little hammies is giving me the
'what you want' look to me
-___-
don't naughty eh.later i never give you food then you know!
ahahahah

and i waiting for bbylove to call me

and and my cousins,makcik,pakcik,nenek,atok
is having chalet on Friday!
oh yeah!can't wait!

far too long

2009-05-02T22:24:00.002+08:00

Live life to the fullest
and treasure the person around you

and i miss bbylove already
:((

just say everything

2009-05-01T16:01:00.004+08:00

Few days ago, I met up with .y.

We head to vivo just to randomly go to shops

and i've been wanting to go to F21 to get something

but both of us was contemplating on which one ot buy.

We went to many shops searching for a good and nice things

but nothing caught our eyes

and guess what, we head back to F21.

Each of us get something and I need to get back home before 8

-___-

And I'm waiting for the upcoming Chalet, which is next week.

Confirm will be hella FUN!

For the past few days,

I don't know why we keep bumping into each other

The sudden reaction that we both give was indescribable

and I'm talking about my ex.

Hais..we talked a lot on msn and facebook a few days ago

and he splurt everything out

but its been 3 years

you should have moved on

but sorry to say

you didn't treasure me

and i know you're living in regrets

Blooordy tired eh!

2009-04-29T21:21:00.003+08:00

The reason why I did not update was purely because of my laziness
and I know will be so boring due to not having pictures etc.
but whatever.
Basically my weekends great.
Saturday met him.
Sunday met him again and head to granny house at
Redhill coz my aunt treat us to eat at
Lau Pa Sat.
We had everthing from prawns to sate, to cockles(my absoulte fav)
I did finished the whole plate of cockles by MYSELF
cholesterol a lot seh. but i don't care!
Tandoori chicken was really bland.
Stingray was awesome! teehee

And my little Elmo went MISSING today.
Had a great time searching for her
and I only left my house at 9.15 and reached CP late for FYP
-___-
And around 8.30pm just now,
my sis screamed like nobody's business coz she say Elmo is in my brother's
room.
Good eh Elmo
give me heart attack sia.
tsktsk

Friday is labour day
so no schoooooooooooollllllllllll!!

so much for being good

2009-04-21T20:23:00.001+08:00

Truly disappointed in you.
and forever and ever I'll remember it.

2009-04-19T20:29:00.002+08:00

harlowww!yes i've not been updating.
coz am plain lazy and nothing much to talk about.
i had pastamania and pizza hut at granny house yesterday
coz its my uncle's birthday
=)

on the other hand, i met .y at her work place today
to get something at body shop.
ty very much!

school tmr!not looking forward though
meeting new people new faci
such a mundane.
gonna be a hectic week
fypfypfypfyp.
arrrrghhhhh!

and im gonna miss you that much
coz school starts tmr!
haiss
=(

r.i.p

2009-04-15T00:05:00.001+08:00

little sapphire died yesterday.
i cried.so sad you know.
haixxx..

2009-04-12T19:20:00.003+08:00

I cleaned my hammies cages
and I think my little Elmo is pregnant.
If confirm have, anyone wants?
Coz I already have 6 hammies.

School in less than 7 days.
I don't want go school can?
haixxxx...
and and I don't want ponnnnn anymore
-___-

2009-04-06T22:10:00.002+08:00

What is the thing
That you value the most
People or pleasure
Just what do you boast?

My good guy friends called me just minutes ago.
Yes,been ages he called me saying that he misses his friend,that is me.
I was pretty sarcastic and he said to me
I seem to be angry towards him.
From that moment, I think back the past
where I have great times with my friends
But I guess I missed that now

Everyone was busy..busy and busy with their school stuff and work.
And texting them was like a disturbance to them
like as if I was interupting their time.
Sometimes I just wished they would msg me
"hey babe!how r you? I missed you that much!"
or
"hey!how have you been doing?"

I don't get such messages ever since......
You might be wondering why I didn't take the 1st step,
and when I thought about it,
I asked myself,
am I worth being their friend
or do they remember me still?

I was upset,when certain trips that we planned to meet together was cancelled
but it was okay i understand.
but I was more heartbroken when
they have the time to meet their "other friends"
what am i?

Sometimes I wonder
do you still remember this friend of yours?

i don't know.
i'm confused.
i'm upset.

2009-04-05T20:46:00.001+08:00

I don't know who my real friends are anymore.

iceee-creeeeaaamm

2009-04-04T23:22:00.004+08:00

To cut it short,
we went to HPB yesterday for our fyp.
Took cab and my god,
the cab stinks and
me,mariam and sarimah
was like feeling nausea and wanna puke any time

The duration doesn't took more than 1hour
Waste our blooody time je.pffft
But still, we head to vivo for some
indulgence!!
Ben&Jerry
I forgot the name
but we had 6 scoops
plus brownie

hell yeah.delicious!!
proceed to pet lovers and head to F21
where my hand is getting itchy.
me and mariam was walking back & forth for so many times
coz I don't know whether to buy it or not
but still in the end...
hahahahhaha

Meet him today.
Gave him the mug.Glad that he likes it.
And he said I look so much different.
so means I everyday not pretty ah??
hmmmmffffpppp!

Convo we had just now on the phone.

Him: you know what, you look beautiful today.
Me: hmmm.yelah.
Him: ya.serious.you everday wear like this lah.
Me: Cannoooottt...mum don't allow.
Him:ahhh..then takpelah..hahahaha.

apppeee jeeeee..

April Fool's or whatttttt

2009-04-02T21:50:00.002+08:00

My VS came ytd.

I thought it would be much bigger,but still

I love the colour much!

The weather is pretty humid nowadays.
irritating you know!pffft!
I'm playing The Sims 2 on psp
and The Sims on ps2.
very fun you know.
I know am too late for it.
hahahahaaha.

He was irritated because I was playing
and ignoring him.
ahhhhh..who ask you to lend me?
your fault ah!
=p

On the other hand,
tmr fyp meeting again.
yes yet again...
malas nyer aku.

I'm so tired already.
My eyes like half asleep
even though its fully wide open
-_-
Shall go for now.
toddles people!

meeting and more meetings

2009-03-30T17:44:00.003+08:00

Done with fyp meeting just now.
It ended late than usual. 3pm
But Friday meeting will be whole day
Haixxxxxxxxxx.
Fyp makes me sleeeepppyy lah

On a lighter note,
my bro bought for me VS.
VICTORIA SECRET babeh!!
Waiting for its arrival
woooohooots!

so cute

2009-03-29T22:12:00.003+08:00

Watched movie with sis.
Confession of a Shopaholic.
Cute and hilarious movie. Nice!

Bought sandals at Charles&Keith
and my Eiffel Bag
woooots!

And there's some Dancework going on
and there were so many "kelawars"
and they stinks!
no offence/racists
but they stinks like nobody's business
-_-
Head back home by 7pm

I'm addicted to Sims
eversince he lend me the PS2.
He said
"Go and play until you become crazy ok?"
-_____-
funny pe.
I always have Sims in the PSP.
hahahahha.
gerek you know!

Tmr FYP meeting again.
haixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx...

fish & chips

2009-03-29T08:59:00.002+08:00

Bro treated us to dinner yesterday
right after I came back from meeting him.
Aftermath we head to the nearby shops
go watsons etc
and mama bought for me a skirt
and I'm pestering bro to get me something
from VS.
hahahaha.

Sister surveying to get a new specs
for her upcoming birthday.
I like the Everlast one
:)

And today is Sunday!
Prolly watching movie with sister later on
klah toddles
tmr fyp meeting again
tired lah sehhhhhhhh.ppft

new future

2009-03-23T21:23:00.003+08:00

As I read the papers, knowing that a lot of people have so much
difficulties to get a job,
I'm not confident of getting a job right after my graduation.
Despite having a degree what more with me,
just a diploma holder to get a job?
My mum even says if its not that easy to get a job,
just continue to study but I say provided my gpa was damn good,
if not if going to private schools,
it's so damn expensive you know!

With or without qualification also difficult,
then expect us to do what?
If only we can shake legs and money will drop
from heaven..
yea.in my dreams lah....

Whatever it is, I wished I can end everything so quickly,
help me parents
and don't let them work
and enjoy life.
gerek kan?
hahahahahaha...

On a lighter note, I don't mind meeting him everyday
or
he wants to see me everyday?hmmm
hahahahhaa.
whatever lah eh.
but still ily

tired

2009-03-21T20:00:00.003+08:00

I'm quite elated that
I'll be seeing familiar faces for Sem 1 class.
Kan kan cik mariam?
teehee.
but for 1 class only
At least ok what.

Next Tuesday FYP meeting again
Arrghhhh..I'm so lazy.com to go to school
:(((
But still, I have no choice but to drag myself

I was tossing and turning myself in bed
yesterday night
don't know what's wrong with me
because I usually will doze of the
minute I lay myself on my bed
since the time was already midnight
and so...I texted him...

Me: I can't sleep. I main-main with hamsters now.
Him: Haha. Why?
Me: Don't know. Maybe coz I miss you?
Him: Awww..so sweet.
Me: I'm always so sweet what
Him: Puji diri sendiri nampak....
-_______-

Buat sakit hati je.
tsktsk.
klah...gtg for now
toddles.

maybe

2009-03-20T21:17:00.000+08:00

I wished life was much more easier
but I'm thankful and blessed with what I've got
:D

i will be

2009-03-17T23:39:00.003+08:00

Just had my dinner despite
not feeling hungry -_-
Can't resist ayam masak merah though :))

School gonna starts in 5 weeks time.
goshhh....
But I'm glad class gonna starts at 10am.
Means I can wake up a lil later.

I had burger,fries and hotdogs early in the morning today
prepared by him coz i thought of
lazying around at airport
but i changed my mind
and so we ate it under the void deck.

Oklah.i very the tired already.
wanna go sleep!!toodles!!

some pictures from the
ubin trip last week.

I love it when you kiss my forehead,
telling me that you love me that much

lazy ass

2009-03-15T21:13:00.003+08:00

I'm sick of blogging but still,
I'll update a lil bit.

Went to johor,batu pahat yesterday for wedding.
Aftermath, visit some relatives.
Love the kampongs :))

My little babies aka hammies are all grown...
ok gtg for now..wanna have my dinner!

ah ah

2009-03-10T23:17:00.002+08:00

oh yes. I'm too lazy to update.
sorrrrryyy.ahahaha

Serenity

2009-03-07T10:44:00.003+08:00

Having wedding today and tmr.
Yes can eat many food!hahaha
Today the nikah tmr the sanding at Bedok.

Pretty much sad about something
oh well, nvm lah.

i loike!

2009-03-04T20:54:00.002+08:00

Wednesday 4th March 2009
8.55pm

I'm dead beat right now but
the trip was heavenly and fun!
:DDDDD

happy me

2009-03-01T23:06:00.007+08:00

Long entry but i cut it short :D

Guess what???
Last week,my Roxy(my sis gave that name -_-) gave birth!!!
Actually 4 but sadly 1 died *cries*
But I still have 3!!

See this!!
.
.
.

cute right!!!!!!!

And 2 days ago, I saw the beautiful rainbow!
awwwwwwwwwwww!!
been ages I've seen one.

Yeah i know,my mobile phone only have 2MP.
sorry for the bad quality
-_-

And I went out with mummy on thursday.
Did some mini shopping.
We went to Bugis Junction.
And and I finally get hold of this perfume
that I've been dying to get!!!

oh yeah!!!don't be jealous NURA!
teehee!!!
And and for once,
I splurge myself on this,

And and he bought for me this cage yesterday
for my babies.
one cyber cage!!
*kening naik-naik*

thank you very much!
i'm one happy kid!!!

whateva

2009-02-21T21:51:00.002+08:00

Saturday 21 February 2008

The weather nowadays is bloody
warm and hot!!tsktsk.don't like!!
My mobile phone is being a bitch nowadays.
keep hanging non-stop.
super irritating!!grrrrrr
but I'm just soooo lazy to send it for servicing

Whatever happens, i hope its the best for me
:D

finnnallllly

2009-02-20T23:45:00.004+08:00

Like finally we met up!-___-
Been ages we met and catch up with each other
Yesterday was superbly awesome+great!
Haji Lane,foood,sheeesha,
and we never regret the bonding we had.
and of coz
the LAUGHTER
:)

more pics at facebook though.
i love you guys!!!

loving it

2009-02-16T22:53:00.005+08:00

Wishing my brother
22nd BIRTHDAY less than 1 hour to go!
Hope you like the things we bought for you :)

Movie marathon today.
Ip Man.
Underworld
Bride Wars
The day the Earth stood still.
All the movie are pretty goood!

wanna see something cute???

ahahaha..yes. my hamsters.

3 ways they sleep!

cute riteee!!!!very the geram!!!

sleeeeepingg

thingking about what only....

hahahahaha!!

baby hamsters!!!

now i have 4 hamsters!!!i loike!!!
it's his baby hamsters.
:D

endless

2009-02-15T20:41:00.002+08:00

Sometimes in this life, you can't seem to get what you want.

No matter how hard you tried to achievedd it,

its just destinied that it will never be yours.

I'm never proud to say,

I've seen the world, but I've been through endless of obstacles.

maybe......

2009-02-11T18:44:00.001+08:00

MIA

2009-02-10T12:45:00.002+08:00

Heya people!

Pretty lazy to update my blog

coz I could no longer use my Firefox

and my I.E is lagging so much

bloooody hellllllllll

tsktsk.

oh yes.

fyp meeting tmr.

i hope she does not go on MC again just like last week.

i have not been catching up with my friends and babes.

maybe they are totally busy with their stuff.

oh wellllll

soon i guess?

2009-02-04T21:36:00.001+08:00

Not blogging for sometime.
Take cares lovelies.

what's life without you?

2009-02-03T21:34:00.005+08:00

Yesterday,which was Monday,

went out with .y to watch Bride Wars.

The movie was pretty good!I loike!

We managed to watch it at Cine.

After that we went for some retail therapy

surveying some stuff before we really had

a major shopping at the end of the month!

Can't wait!My fingers are damn itchy already.hahahaha.

I was bloghopping

reading so many other people's life

and I quite envy those people.

Their life seems so perfect.

Boyfriends,friends,families,work,school.

Pretty much occupied with everything.

Being able to hang out with their galfriends

and sharing their sadness and happiness with each other.

Seems like everything was fading away from me,

bit by bit and the truth was

I miss those times.

But maybe I shouldn't think too much

prolly they are busy with stuff......

hais...

I don't know who my real friends are....anymore...

happy times

2009-02-01T21:32:00.006+08:00

are not fated to be together

2009-01-30T12:16:00.008+08:00

or maybe we're not fated to be

give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.

life is short,
so treasure the people around you =)

ok im done

2009-01-29T21:30:00.004+08:00

Monday
ECP was awesome!Reached there around 9am.
Uncles pitch the tents while we arranged the food
& stuff.
By 11am, all the other families arrived.
Pretty much around 10 families there.
Imagine each family there's about 5 people.
hahahahaha..chaotic i tell you!

Played twister!
Hella fun!We had fun time
being acrobatic!hahahaha.
Bbq was superbly nice!
And we managed to watch the Eclipse!!!!:))

Rent a bike for just 1 hour :(
games,eat,bike,sleeping,twistering
till 2am in the morning
and home sweet home!
too bad i didn't bring along my camera!!tsktsk!

I know its already holiday for us/me
so I know some of ya wanna go out..but please
tell me i advanced like 2-3 days before can?
Prolly I'm busy on weekends,monday date with .y,wed-fyp meeting
and the list goes on.
tell me in advanced okay?
don't blame me if i always says that I'm not free

black & white

2009-01-25T22:04:00.006+08:00

So much for being vain.hahaha
Yeah,was waiting for my mum n dad getting ready
to head to granny's house
So,I switched on my webcam and camwhore a lil
:))

And we gonna have bbq tmr
at ECP!!woooots!!!
Prolly wil be overnite.
I don't know, see the majority
:D

Hols!

2009-01-23T19:58:00.007+08:00

Oh yeah!Hols is already here!
Today was the last day of school
I know everyone was like skipping but
I'm trying to be a good girl.
I came 3 weeks of school without skipping!
coolness!

Despite the last day of school, I felt nothing.
Maybe we're used to changing class every semester
and maybe our class was not that bonded -_-
And and next year RP school gonna change.
It totally sucks.
I'm just happy about school starting at 10am-__-
and we gonna have written exam!
omg!!

School ended around 3.30 today
so Tyah and me head to JP for just retail therapy.
Pretty much crowded with "kelawars".LOL

And we saw a couple shouting at his gf so loudly
and he was pulling his gf hair!omg!
this kind of guy should just kick at his dick lah can!
tsktsk!

Monday is BBQ!!bonding with beloved cousins!
i loike!!!
oh well, till here!
will update again soon!
toodles!!

now i know who are there for me
when i need them the most.

honey...dewww

2009-01-21T20:35:00.002+08:00

Chilling session was great
with honeydews+maggie curry+crazy taxi.
The weather was bloody hot and warm
sometimes I just don't feel like
going out :(

2 more days before school ends.
4 more days to bbq at ECP with cousins.
Can't wait.
Shopping session with .Y
Sentosa trip with ex sec mate! i hope so!
Movie date...
And and I don't feel like working during hols.
Can I just stay at home and shake legs..??
The answer is too obvious..
-__-

Gattaca

2009-01-20T22:08:00.002+08:00

Today was slack day.
We didn't do ppt, instead
we watched a movie related to the problem.
Kinda a nice show.
:))

I envy people with gd friends.
Being there for you,
Hear all your rants without complaining,
They give you a hug when you cried,
They say I love you when you're sad
They text you when you're sick
They pester to go lunch date with you
They are right there beside you.

Oh well,
In my heart, I know who are there for me.
:D

missing pieces i need

2009-01-19T21:06:00.004+08:00

Time check: 9.06pm
Been waiting for my RJ
but its still not open yet.
Did my faci forgot? or there isn't any RJ?
Hmmmm.. I don't think so lah.

Faci treat us pizza today during 2nd break.
Last UT just now!:DDDDDDDD
Seriously,
I want retail therapy!!
:(
When ah .y????!!!teeheee....

I'm too lazy to wait for RJ.
I'll just leave it
toodles!wanna watch tv!!:))

disappointed

2009-01-17T16:59:00.002+08:00

I was the one to be blame.
thanks eh.

first and the last

2009-01-16T19:27:00.003+08:00

Its already Friday!
oh yes i love weekends!teehee!
So, Tyah and me went to TRCC during break time
coz I'm am craving for cakes.
And I ate the brownie cheesecake (:

Monday will be the last UT.
Finally!!!teeeheeee

Apparently people keep asking me how me and mr emo.
Can i begged you people
for once, don't ask me about it.
I prefer to let it left unsaid.
Just let it be alright.
thank you.

some picture we took in school...hahaha..
toilet pon jadilah!

Awesome or NOT?

2009-01-13T19:55:00.003+08:00

Genetics module was fun today.
We did Taboo and we were so hyper!
Imagine you need to let them guess them the word
"Random Mating"
and my friend said
"errrrr.......make LOVE!"
everyone was like
NO LINK LAH!

Lunch date with .Y,
practically .y been accompanying me lunch date.
Thanks very much eh!i heart you!
We went to TRCC and make the washroom like our own.
Took pictures!ahahahaha.

And yes. barely 6 more days before school ends!
I predict that class will have less than 10 people
-____-

No one

2009-01-12T20:09:00.005+08:00

My stomach bloody painful lah can
tsktsk!!
I don't know why
but the pain is not because want to do big business okay!
-_-

For once, I ponder that friends come and go.
And yes, I'm quite sad to be honest.
They are not there when you are in pain.
Take it for instance,
I was in pain when I'm in class today, no one cares.
Except that my caring classmates,one and only
Tyah accompany me till 7-11 in school to send me off.
Yeah. I head back home halfway.

Maybe its just a "pain"
Oh well......
Glad that I'm feeling better.
I wished there's someone to text me
how r u feeling...or
have u seen a doctor...or
pop a pill have lotsa of rest...
oh yeah..didn't get any of those msgs today.sadly.

But glad that he called me.
asking how am i doing.
:)

bye for now..

just in time

2009-01-11T21:15:00.002+08:00

I didn't mention that
I came school for these week.
4 straight days of school!
Achievement eh? if not.....always pon
-_-
And yes...I'm going to go school
these whole two weeks
NO PONNING!
:))))

26th jan going to have bbq at ECP
with cousins,aunts,uncles,etc!
can't wait!

Yet again

2009-01-10T14:05:00.003+08:00

Hello weekend!!
Yes its Saturday today!
I guess it doesn't matter much
coz I'm beginning to be a "home-body" now.
-__-

Pretty much addicted to play puzzle bobble
since he lend me his PSP
very fun you know.
hahahahhaha.

Something happen 2 days ago.
I met up with babes coz she wanna give me something.
and suddenly babe shouted to me,
"Hows your new boyfriend?"
Its kinda loud, and I went "huh?"
Hahahahaha.. I was damn confused lah can.
Then she said my ex walked pass me..
-___-
No wonder...

To you or whatever, I know u read my blog
Whatever it is I think its none of your business
because I think you shouldn't be sad when babe is hinting on you
or is it...terase eh?
Since you said you have longed move on,
what the hell you need to be sad for??
NO LINK!
I was laughing non-stop in the bus.
Wake up lah!
I still think that
its not your concern though.
LOLOLOLOL
don't be sad but be happy for me
whether i have bf or not
Don't shiok sendiri pls...

what a school

2009-01-06T10:16:00.003+08:00

Ahhhh...2nd day of school was such a bore...
Some people have already pon halfway -_-
I can't pon anymore.SADLY.
I will be a good girl
and come for the next 10 days of school.
I hope so...

I get totally frustrated when I msg people
and they don't care to reply back.
At least tell me if you're busy or something
than i don't have to wait
like nobody's business for your msg.

What a day..

Dine in!

2009-01-03T21:21:00.004+08:00

Since ytd was dad's bdae,
we head to the new JP
with dad,mum,sis and bro
and dine at SWENSENS
:))
It was so crowded like
nobody's business
-___-

We end it with Cookie Summit and chocolate brownie
Hell yeah it was darn nice!
:))

We walked2 at JP before we head back home

yeahh

2009-01-02T14:46:00.001+08:00

First and foremost..
HAPPY BDAE DAD!!!
semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki!
:))

I have nothing to blog
so
toddles!

2009

2009-01-01T11:35:00.004+08:00

Just like everyone would blog
Happy New Year!!:))

tmr is dad's bdae.
managed to get him something.
share the cost with mummy
:))

Yesterday head to Tampines
to meet him.
Yes. Finally.
Took the train back at 6pm
but the train was so packed.
I guess everyone was going for the countdown.

Meet mum,dad and sis at market
coz she wanna buy school shoe.
I ate ayam penyet before heading back home

Ok dah!hahaha

new year

2008-12-30T19:01:00.004+08:00

2009 in 2 days time.
Dad's birthday in 3 days time.
School in 6 days time.

So..what will be my 2009 resolution??
Hell yeahh..I've not even achieved 2008 resolution..
I shall say, forget about 2009 new year resolution
:(
Oh well, but still..many things happen during this year.
Be it sad or happy.
I only wish to be more optimistic,
and
Be happy with what I have now.
:DDD